Mothered
A Mother's Circle
connect with the feminine power of the Great Mother & become the mother you have always needed

a 90 day Heroine's Journey for the women who are not willing to suffer any longer within patterns of disconnection & fear.

show up, be seen, offer your gifts to others.

Doors are open, we begin Sunday, September6th

I'm in <3

you are a conscious, intentional, deeply loving woman, a devoted mother, and still, you cannot fully relax into the delicious mystery + holy unconditional love that is right there in your heart.

because you are still controlled by old, old habits you needed to develop from the very beginning.

with your family, you have reached a connection ceiling. you are technically THERE physically in the moments with them, but mentally & emotionally you find yourself hovering slightly outside the moment ... present yet performing presence rather than inhabiting it.

and maybe, secretly, you are resentful. & way more empty than you'd ever let on.

maybe you're finally getting honest with yourself about little you actually trust you, even though you appear super confident.

maybe you treat your children far better than you have ever treated yourself, & actually, this enrages you.

maybe you're exhausted by trying to control control control every second of your life.

And you have been doing all of it alone.

Not because you have no one. You have a group chat, a school gate, a sister who calls. You have more mothers within reach than your grandmother met in her whole life.

And not one of them has seen what you actually carry.

This is why Mothered is a circle and not a course. Nine other women, kept deliberately small, who are in it at the same time as you.

I'm ready to be Mothered

The cosmology behind this work

You get to exist.

We begin Sunday, September 6th at 4pm CT

Mothered will guide you into your underworld: your emotional power, your connection habits (especially the destructive ones!), you spiritual longing, and your foundational sense of existential worth. (yup, no big deal!).

Because a woman can do everything right on the outside and still feel a quiet ache on the inside. Like she is waiting to be fully let in to her own life. Still feel the particular loneliness of someone who gives beautifully, yet struggles to extend that same generosity, mercy, grace, & goodness to herself.

Not sure? Talk to me first.

Your next initiation is calling.

All that work you have been doing for your children? You're being called to the next gate.

Because the Well-Mothered Woman can

She Can Feel

True love. True mercy. True spark. She can stay with her pain, her shame, her grief, her fear. All that skill she brings to her children? She can feel the full range without fragmenting. She can feel the love that she is.

She Can Enjoy

Her children and family. She can expand past inherited limitations of HOW GOOD family can truly be! She can genuinely delight in her life, even when it's a hard, hard season, with unhurried presence. She is inside the moment rather than watching herself from a slight distance.

She Can Believe

That she is fundamentally good, worthy and deserving. Of existing! Of being alive! Of being a mother! Of being in a becoming process! That her presence is a gift. That she deserves the same tenderness she has been giving to everyone else.

Mothered is for the woman who...

✦Can pour & pour into your family until you are completely run dry, & you needs dedicated time & space to drop into your heart & receive!

✦ Feels physically present in your life but can get stuck performing presence rather than truly inhabiting it.

✦ Sometimes feel like a stranger to your own inner world & you want to prioritize that deeply sacred bond.

✦ Carries a quiet, low-grade sense that your existence is more of a burden to your family than gift.

✦ Speaks to yourself quite viciously; yet you would never let anyone speak that way to your children!

✦ Has done "the work"; the therapy, somatics, programs, & is so tired of trying to be "better," you just want to be BE.

and what you want is...

✦ to feel at peace inside yourself as a mother

✦ to drop deeply into yourself after years of dedication as a mother

✦ to model healthy self love & care to your children

✦ to genuinely like yourself, & to treat yourself with the mercy you extend to everyone else

✦ to be present, & to let go of the chronic need to leave the present moment

✦ to be grounded and capable & playful, at home in your own life

✦ to finally let go of habits & patterns that are dragging you down as a woman, partner, & mother

How We Work Together

The Four Directions of a Well-Mothered Woman
One continuous homecoming

North

Exquisite Presence

Your beautiful body, your female nervous system, tiny attunements. Learning to inhabit yourself rather than hover outside your own life, constantly on the offense.

South

Open Heart

Feelings, emotional needs, grief, shame. Learning to feel your own feelings with the tenderness you bring to your children's.

East

A Loving Mind

The archetypes of your psyche. The Inner Loving Mother. Voice work. Learning to love the way your brain keeps you safe from emotional honesty, vulnerability, & maturity

West

Strong Hands

Practical skills, repair, parenting tools. What all of this looks like in the real daily life of a real mother, spouse, and community member.

Twelve Gates, One Powerful Call.

Beginning Sunday, September 6th at 4pm CDT

Module 0: The Call

Gate One: Sovereign: Reclaiming your choice, your freedom, your autonomy

Gate Two: Mothered: Connecting to your Mother Archetypes

Gate Three: Longing & Receiving: Longing as feminine spiritual power

Gate Four: Belonging: Belonging, significance, to deeply matter

Gate Five: Held: Learning to nurture and nourish your vessel

Gate Six: Protected: Sacred rage, lifeforce, self-protection and necessary primal aggression

Gate Seven: Felt: Learning to feel without fragmenting

Gate Eight: Recognized: How to truly see yourself beneath the masks and personas

Gate Nine: Guided: Learning to trust your decision making and your desires

Gate Ten: Heard: Speaking from the feeling. Being genuinely known.

Gate Eleven: Forgiven: Receiving the forgiveness you have been withholding from yourself

Gate Twelve: Becoming: Not arrived nor finished. Consciously, devotedly in motion.

I'm ready to be Mothered.

Our Mission

Over twelve weeks, we tend to four territories.

Four directions that together make up the whole of a woman's interior life. We are not goal setting to get somewhere but showing up to be exactly where we are.

Tending Our Animal

The body holds the imprintings, shapes, and behaviors of your emotional, sensory, and psychological past. Here we learn to recognize, inhabit, and listen to the animal. Expand your ability to experience your aliveness and develop a secure bond, plus unbreakable trust with yourself, your decisions, and your nature.

Anchoring Into Our Heart

Get to practice the raw real art of feeling. We will develop a powerful capacity to feel without being destroyed by feeling. We will practice riding the pain wave and developing emotional freedom.

Strengthening the Self

Constructing identity from the inside out. Coming to know who you actually are, what you actually value, what you actually need, and learning to honor all of that even imperfectly, even in the beautiful, relentless chaos of motherhood.

Choosing Practice

Concrete, repeatable, and small. The daily acts of turning toward yourself: tiny attunements, practiced again and again.

Meet your guide, Rebecca Lyddon

I have been where you are, and I am still traveling...

This work is incredibly personal to me as I spent most of my life being a deeply feeling woman who had no idea what to do with her feelings, who had been taught, through the way she was mothered, that her interior life was too much, too inconvenient, too messy to be witnessed.

I became a mother at twenty-three and was motherless in every way that mattered. I conceived life with a man I had known for a very short time, thrust, alone and exposed, into the grandest ecstatic initiation of my existence: becoming mother.

For years I was doing exactly what you might be doing right now. Building an extraordinary external practice of conscious living, relating, and mothering, while my inside was quietly starving.

I swallowed and mastered the theory. I did the rupture and repair dance daily. I was doing "the work." And I still could not land inside my own life.

A few years ago, at the height of my career, I almost lost everything. I hated myself. So profoundly that I begged God to either fix me or take me away. My soul was exploding and my body was breaking down. I had no more choice but to learn how to be here. Truly. Not hide behind science, fixate on my partner's shortcomings, become violent toward my son, feel estranged emotionally from my daughter, search for love and belonging anywhere other than my reality.

I built my way back. I got out of my head and into my heart and spirit.

Through the years I have met the lowest lows and the highest highs. I have come eye to eye with the excruciating belief that I was undeserving of my children. I know these thresholds well. I stand before you and declare: you can have this too.

I am a mother of three with thirteen years of motherhood beneath my belt. I have worked with over 3,000 women and mothers. I bring to this container 16 years of somatic practice, under my teacher Laura Martin-Eagle. I served as the Director of Education at the Jai Institute for Parenting for 7 years and created their world-class parent coach certification program, I am trained as a Social Worker with a certification in Early Child Waldorf Education.

This program is what I gathered by traveling the gates myself. Now I am passing on the call.

Come as you are

A Well-Mothered Woman is soft, sharp, surrendered, joyful, outrageous, feral, grieving, unashamed, forgiven, seen, heard, held, grown, flown, wild, reverent, and so much more.

All of the details

Mothered is an intimate group container, kept deliberately small (maximum of 10) so that every woman receives real attention, real witnessing, and real support throughout the 12 weeks.

We begin Sunday, August 30th at 4pm CDT
12 × 90-minute weekly live group sessions on Zoom
Between Session Whatsapp Support
Lifetime access to Mothered's signature curriculum
Community via Skool
Each call weaves together teaching, practice, group inquiry, and individual attention. Every session is recorded & you are never behind.